I'm exhausted.
All this constant learning is doing my head in.
'I'm researching how learning and memory works'. blah blah. I don't need to research it; I'm experiencing it!
When 5pm roles around, and 5pm is quite early I hear you say. But yes! By then I'm wasted and Imm out of there!
Just a little drop of wine to relax my already exhausted mind. How does that work exactly? Further inhibition of an already inhibited mind seems counterintuative, but that's what my brain cells are telling me right now. Relax!
Relax! Relax damnit! Relax! Neurons are firing every which way!
Clearly my mind isn't as inhibited as it feels.
Every single thing that I do at uni requires me to learn something new. I can't just plan my experiment and get on with it. I need to coordinate different people to help me with different stages of the protocol, and if one stage falls out, the rest falls down. Down down like a gingerbread house.
mmm... gingerbread. Give me sugar, my brain needs energy.
It's a date! Let's take a walk with Hansel and Gretel to the gingerbread house. My brain sugar needs elevating!
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